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It's a faint line, I'll trace to recreate.
A sebmbalance of love, of some stability.
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Current Music: All This Love - The Similou

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My Aunt's over, with pomegranate juice, which I'm not allowed to drink; because it has antioxients in it and it'll help my father live for another...twenty minutes, max. She's so much like me - it scares me. Which makes me not want to have anything to do with her.

My mother is making/abusing me for not painting her a picture. And my father has isolated himself from the world by sitting in his shed for days on end without doing anything, other than admiring his latest bench. While my sister has moved out, and I'm sitting here, trying to destract myself from the mountain of homework on my desk. 

So, I'll quote my Aunt "Let's talk about ME now, we're talking about ME...."

Well, I've managed to clean my room up from the inside out, and my life doesn't feel anymore organized than it did before I began. Infact, I've lost a few things in the process - one being an English Language text book I need to read before tomorrow for a SAC. Wish me luck? 




I lost my happy buddha >_<


Books books books.




Gah, homework piles.


Bad picture of my vainity?

I have 40kg of rubbish.

I may not be able to go to Luther next year, as my father can't work whilst being 'radioactive (man)' and we're not really earning anything other than what my mother earns whilst she's at work, the days when she physically can get up to go to work. It all seems so pointless now, so many years of putting up with pathetic rich kids who don't know how lucky they are to be given 10 bucks a day for lunch money to buy overpriced junk form our canteen. I'm also quesitoning why people give life rates as a percentage. From now on, I'm going to give everything a percentage: John Howard is 90% bullshit and I'm 80% sure that if we do end up running the country on nuclear energy, then we 100% deserve to die.

I want a periodic table, because I'm in love with the elements, and Julian and I are going to be gas clouds.

I painted a naked woman! She's kind of finished here, but I continued the birds and altered a few things. I also have another canvas with a balloon and she's hanging from  the balloon...but this'll do until I have a camera in the same place as my painting.



Yay.

Also, boyfriend picture up date?

Baha. Whorewood.

That's all from me.
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I have some pictures from the deb ball I had this Saturday, because I feel like I owe you all some kind of entry.

I've been so busy. So exaughstingly busy. I need to die. Haha.

[IMG]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v517/whisper_to_me56/DSCN0178.jpg[/IMG]
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So my Christmas present to myself was to clean up my room, which was desperately needed. I took before and after photos, if



For Christmas I got Guitar Hero, which is extremely addictive. 265 note streak! Oh yeah!

I started on my art homework/project thingy today, one of the four. This particular one is: Take 25 photographs of your surroundings. But I've been terribly uncreative, and haven't left my house. Also, I haven't put ANY thought into it, so my results are pretty shabby. But I thought I'd post a few, to see what you guys (JO I WANT YOUR OPINION) think.


Anyway, Merry Christmas (a few hours too late) to you all. For some reason, family disputes happen more on Christmas, when it's SUPPOSED to be a time to be jolly. It's bullshit. 

But I met my aunt (Fathers sister) for the second time (ever) this Christmas. She used to be really elegant, now she's old and it kind of makes me want to cry. I hate the idea of getting older, and she was just another reality shock. Here's a picture of when she was a model 

and she got me this for Christmas.
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I got my report in the mail. And I'm really disappointed in what I got in science (I'm doing three sciences next year; biology, chemistry and physics) and I only got a B+. This hardly makes sense to me. I was topping the class all year (bar Bethany Major, because she's a freak) and I finished the exam 45 minutes early, went over it and was very confident in the questions I answered. I'm getting Bruce (Mr. Baum, my teacher who just happens to be a regular guest for dinner) to go through it with me, to see where I went wrong. I cried for about an hour. And I mean, if it was anything else, I wouldn't really care, it's just science is MY THING and it's practically ALL I'm doing next year. 
I did get an A+ on my english exam on Romeo and Juliet and an A on my math test, so I'm happy with that. 
An E on my history exam (5% all the way (I don't understand how I'm not good at history when I'm good at english?)) and a B on my VCD exam, which is bullshit, because I should have failed, because I honestly didn't CARE about that subject all year.
An A+ for units 1&2 art, which I'm happy about, considering it counts more than year 10.
It actually worked better than I thought, considering my sewing machine broke down on the first 100 stitches. So I ended up hand sewing most of it myself. Oh well.

But anyway, it has a pocket and two birds on it, courtesy of Jo for drawing the design and letting me copy them for my own purposes...well she doesn't actually KNOW about the use of the birds on this dress, but I'm sure it'll be okay??

This inspired me to make another. It'll be for my "a day in the life" of Melissa project (for units 3&4 art next year that I have to finish before school commences) and I'll wear it around and collect things and take photos of me in it in the city and record my day on the back of the dress and maybe draw a map of where I went ect. MUCH better than my other idea. Only I hope I can get my sewing machine fixed. 
 
It’s been a week since I’ve been on MSN. And I’ve been very productive. I’m not even tempted anymore. I’m going to kill the person who invented IM once I find them. It’s wasted half of my youth.
 
I also made a mistake of dying my hair YELLOW
Ugh )



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Current Music: Breath on Me - Britany Spears (...Shh)

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400 bucks for these babies


Also, a little bitching to the maintainers of photobucket, because, they piss me off.

To the maintainer of photobucket;

 

I'm very sorry to know that a few of my pictures have been deleted, because they contained 'nudity' of some sort. Now, the thing here is, is that these images were of my painting, and the pictures were taken in stages, to show other artists the progress of my painting. The images which WEREN'T deleted, were the ones that did not YET contain a picture of a nipple. An image before the stage of adding the nipple, was taken, and this was merely just a breast, without anything on it. This brings me to a question of: It is a nipple which makes my image 'naked', 'porn' or 'an adult image'? Because, the way I painted my painting, I didn't do it do be derogatory in anyway, in fact, I used the symbol of the breast in my artwork to express the natural body, not being afraid to be covered up. Artwork is artwork, and art is an expression. And I don't understand why a universal symbol, the breast, which can be used for bringing up a LIFE and feeding a baby sustenance, should be deleted when I haven't put it in any insulting context.

 

I'm sorry if I'm not clear enough in what I'm trying to get across to you, but I'm very disappointed that I cannot share my artwork with other people around the world. In fact, I was depending on this network to keep my pictures safe, as my images were lost on my computer, and now I cannot retrieve these images again.

 

Thank you for your time, and I hope that you will in the future see the difference between art and pornography. Have a nice day.



Current Mood: Happy but Lazy.
Current Music: We Didn't Do It - Tegan and Sara

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